I AM SICK OF THIS

I AM SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK OF THIS.

I HAVEN'T SLEPT SINCE I WENT DOWN IN THAT ROOM.

I'M NEVER THE LEAST BIT HAPPY. I'M ALWAYS ANGRY, ALWAYS DEPRESSED, AND NOW I'M ALWAYS SICK. I SCREAMED AT MY GIRLFRIEND WHO I JUST STARTED DATING OVER THE WEEKEND.

I JUST WANT THIS TO END. ONE WAY OR ANOTHER.

I'M NOT GOING TO KILL MYSELF, THOUGH. I NEED TO CHANGE THINGS. NOW.